Why am i unsuccessful with online dating

But that really isn't want I came to write about, what I really wanted to write about is kind of a response from a few videos I was watching on youtube, there is a young woman who sometimes makes youtube videos, she has a daughter, and lately she has been making really bizarre videos, bizarre as in I think she may be in the early stages of schizophrenia.She doesn't have many subscribers but the few she has have already expressed their concern, some have even called her "crazy" and she lashed out at them in the comments and in the recently burst of bizarre videos she's been posting.but that's not what I found, I found a recently divorced woman who couldn't seem to see what was right in front of her, she seemed to be on autopilot, but at the same time she was still a professional and she was capable... One of my problems in this expectation that I had of her is that she would be able to analyze everything and come up with the best solution... when I say "privileged start" I mean that only in an assumptive way based on what I do know, and I don't have the whole story, I only know she was adopted like me, and I also feel that genetically she has an advantage over me (memory, recall, concentration).but I didn't see any fiery passion or desire to analyze and decode everything around her... Basically I feel like her life experiences and character make her much better at making the world a better place than I am. I care because I want to improve myself, not because I just have self-esteem issues... seeing that woman on youtube was hard and in a perfect world I would be able to help her and she could live the rest of her life happy and healthy with her daughter and family.As far as my new job things will start to get off the ground next week, so far I've just been emailing and telling them about myself and my work history, next Thursday we will have a meeting to talk about what I'll be doing...

I've read that milk thistle helps the liver detox but I don't want to try it.As someone who is focused in the mental health field I have to honestly say I've never seen how mental health progresses into deterioration, and I mean that in serious cases.I've only read case studies and read stories but I've never seen it, and it's not the same as some "crazy" person on a subway train or someone who lashes out violently...but at the same time I need to find a way to do it without hurting anyone's feelings...you see this is why being honest isn't always easy because you don't want to hurt people's feelings.

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